Meditation 'The last and final part'
- Lunatica

- Sep 29, 2020
- 3 min read
Updated: Jan 30, 2021
Hello guys!
I know it has been two weeks since I have posted. I am well and for the first time in a long, I am doing good 'mentally'. I have been super busy with some personal stuff but we will quickly just finish our last blog on this and continue regularly each week.
Coming to the last blog on meditation, I will be providing my experience and questions on what I still want to explore.
First of all, ever since I had heard the 'Sound of silence' (for those who have no idea what I am talking about, I will link down the first and second part of the blog) it has become impossible for me to sit for a long time because I feel like I have reached there. Earlier the problem of sitting for long hours was boredom and now it is satisfaction.
So, for me, the first major doubt I have is 'What now?'
Some of my friends were really curious about what I heard, which I am definitely not ready to share 'yet'.
I also have received questions regarding what I feel about spirituality and God etc.
First of all, that is something very personal and individualized according to our beliefs but with recent moments I have to say I have become more inclined on 'what I do' vs 'what I believe someone/God will do'. Well, for the most part, I have been this way since childhood. (I will link down posts that suggest the same).
Second, I do have scriptures at my hand. I have listened to versions of 'Ashtavakra Gita' and I have read and heard 'Bhagavat Gita' as well. I researched a bit for myself too. And, all of these definitely suggest that the sound within and outside is all same, and is in fact 'the One or God'. But again that would mean I have to believe it. With the tools, we have right now it is impossible to estimate what it is.
So, my next doubt is 'how did the authors of the scriptures understand what it was? How did the conclude it was the 'One'?
And I tried listening to Sandeep Sir's lecture about the fact that after understanding the practicality of meditation, it is important to read the old texts so that one can truly know what they experienced. But, that only gave me a ton more questions without answers.
Third. This is not a question actually. This is something I want to address. Spiritual people don't become weird or the 'Buddha' sort and lose all emotions. They feel anger, pain, sadness, and everything, just like you but the difference is they can distinguish themselves from these emotions. They know they aren't just these emotions so they tend to act less out of it.
I am a very beginner when it comes to managing such things but I understand this now more than ever. So, people who thought or think I have changed or will change etc. should leave their all hopes then and there. I am still a girl who enjoys Netflix.
That is for this blog. I know this was too short and crisp but yes, I did finish this series. If I have something to add to it, I will definitely edit these.
Next up in our blog, we will have something totally different from all this.
Thank you for reading ♥
See you next week
Love
Luna
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